What Happened To....

What ever happened to that sweet innocent girl who never talked... or never cussed, wouldn't dare of doing drugs, and hung out with some real friends? Oh yeah, middle school. You see the day before 6th grade my mom said, "A lot of people you know are gonna change..." And I didn't really think of it but now that I look at it. That one really quiet girl from 5th grade is now the most loudest, stupid, (excuse my language) slut I've ever seen. I've changed my looks, definitely, I've changed my attitude, but not who I am all together like 25% of the friends I had in middle school. It makes me sad that they had to go and change, I think about this stuff all the time. You know... what's so hot about shorts that let your a$$ hang out? What's so hot about piling on eyeliner? Hanging all over some guy? Girl, get a hold of yourself. It's MIDDLE SCHOOL you shouldn't go around telling guys you love them. You shouldn't go to the school dances and basically have se- on the gym floor, okay? People don't think you're hot or sexy or anything. In fact if those people are like me they're laughing at how hard you're trying to be someone you're not. And since when can you're friend call you a dirty whore and it's a compliment? Since when is getting suspended from school an accomplishment? And since WHEN did you get it in your head that you're just too good for anyone else and that it's okay judge people you don't even know? Getting U's on your report card isn't cool, being a total bitch to everyone doesn't get you anywhere you will not have ANY friends in high school. Mark my words. None if you act that way. Come back to reality and think about all the friends you used to have and what happened to them. I'm sure they hate to see you like this.

50 Random Questions

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
Target, getting markers and index cards.

2. Who are you in love with?
Boy wise? Nobody.

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Nope! :D


4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Mhmm a pink cardigan pink lip gloss pink makeup bag lots pink magnetic butterfly board.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Sunday!

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
No. I hate wearing socks to bed!

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
Myself? No. My parents? Yes.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
Hm... I guess today.

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Yes!

10. Are you hot?
One would hope.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Coke, sprite, and dr pepper mixed. So bad for you... but so good.

12. What are you wearing right now?
Pjs with elephants on them and a purple tank top.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
Usually carwash but if I want to make some money I'll wash my parents car.

14. Last food that you ate?
Pizza

15. Where were you last week at this time?
In bed watching House Hunters International... as I do every night at this time (:

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Mhmm I got a new outfit from Wetseal.

17. When is the last time you ran?
Today, Bean Run. I got a 7 :p

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
I don't remember if it was Sunday or Monday but I watched the Jets and... I forget I think the Patriots?

19. What is your favorite animal?
Well I love my dogs. My favorite animal is a manatee

20. Your dream vacation?
A secluded island (:

21. Last person's house you were in?
Erica :D

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
I severely (almost broke my first bone) sprained my ankle last year trying to jerk. Fail.

23. Have you been in love?
No I'm only 13! :D

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes of course ):

25. Last play you saw?
My school's drama production (:

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Good hair, being nice, and talkative... but still quiet.

27. What are your plans for tonight?
CHOIR SHOW~ :D

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
I have no idea.

29. Next trip you are going to take?
I have no idea.

30. Ever go to camp?
Church camp (: next year? hopefully cheer camp if I make it onto the squad CROSS YOUR FINGERS!

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Haven't gotten to that point in life yet (:

32. What do you want to know about the future?
Who in the world is going to marry THIS?

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
No it's bed time (:

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Nope I avoid the doctor unless I'm sick. I'm long overdue for some shots and I'm DEATHLY afraid of needles puncturing the skin. Can't watch House or Greys Anatomy if they're gonna jab someone with a needle it freaks me out.

35. Where is your best friend?
She's probably asleep (:

36. How is your best friend?
Good I hope!

37. Do you have a tan?
All year long baby!

38. What are you listening to right now?
House Hunters (:

39. Do you collect anything?
Oh yes. Mostly makeup!

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
I really shouldn't say, that would be gossiping (;

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
I was riding my bike and he commemorated on wearing my helmet and gave me free movie tickets :D

.42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Of course!

43. What does your last text message say?
Thank youu. (: haha its like the easiest question.. But i was confuzzled anyway.
And that was from Kelly (: because I answered a question for her haha

44. Do you like hot sauce?
like? Try love? Spicy is very palatable to me <3

45. Last time you took a shower?
about an hour ago!

46. Do you need to do laundry?
Yes

47. What is your heritage?
I don't know exactly what my moms is... but Sri Lankan, American (of course) a little German and a little French.

48. Are you someone's best friend?
Yes!

49. Are you rich?
I wish

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Falling asleep watching a video on "The Tube"

Fish?

Do you like the new addition to my blog? I got a tumblr... so I have kind of been neglecting this thing... but I like this a lot better. Tumblr is confusing to me... Anyway feel free to feed the fish :D just click the water. While you're at that go ahead and play some of the music I added... all the songs I added are some of my favorites (: I want some pie... bye! (THAT RHYMED!)


XoXo,
Jem

Hating Your Life?

Okay so I'm dealing with a situation here. My friend hates her life... why? I'm not sure, I'm worried though. Hating your life can lead to suicide... but you know that makes me feel bad when she says that... that her life sucks and she hates it all because I try my best to make it worth living for her... your friends should be able to pull you through. Everyone goes through this even if you don't think so. Stop being sad :( I'm just, scared. Stop please :((

Video Post?

Video? I had no idea :)

Monday :)

New sweater from Forever21
Vigoss Jeans from Tillys (My FAVORITE brand of jeans!)
Earrings from Tillys. I think they were like three dollars!!
Converse. my regular old shoes :)

Face- Dream mousse concealer, Dream matte powder, MAC blush in pink swoon, MAC eyeshadow in star violet, maybelline colossal volum' express in classic black, EOS lip balm in summer fruit :)

I Can Never Sleep on Sundays!

So it's Monday technically, it's 12:26am -___- Well this sucks. I'm slowly but surely building up my MAC makeup collection. I now have two eyeshadows and a blush. I have an eyeshadow in Woodwinked which is a really pretty antique gold, perfect for summer <3 and I just got a new one in Star Violet. It's SO pretty. It's a plummy brown SUCH a good fall color. That's why i wanted it :) I love the veluxe pearl finishes because i like the shimmery kind of look, but not like BAM! glitter look. Then I have a blush in Pink Swoon. It's sheertone. If you look at it on the MAC website it's really bright, but it's sheertone so its not as bright on your face as it is in the pan. I'm in love with all my MAC stuff :) I didn't actually realize that you could put pictures on here until i read my friend Erica's blog. So i think I might post my FOTD (face of the day) and OOTD (outfit of the day) on here instead of twitter. Because idk... i dont like twitpic. So I might start that tomorrow when I'm about to leave for school. What do you think? I think that'll keep me motivated for posting more. Sorry that my last post was so ranty... I just have my moments where I just need to rant. You know? Sometimes I just randomly cry. I'm a girl, get used to it. Anywhoosles its almost like 1am >:( Imma sleep now. I love you :) bye